blue slumber

written by shravya m.
photos by manjiri and victoria b.
graphic design by sarah r.

Mere feet away from a hazy, dense rainforest, a young girl with no name awoke from her deep slumber. She heard no birds chirping, no people speaking, not even the sounds of wind that brushed past her ears. It was just the pure green of the treetops and the distant rushing of water somewhere deep inward. Complete serenity.

And she could remember nothing. Her brain was as foggy as the chilly air that wrapped around her shoulders. She was dressed in a silky nightdress, as though she had been transported to this new place mid-sleep. Perhaps this was a dream? She could not remember falling asleep; she barely remembered her own face. All she knew was the deep urge to walk into the mysterious forest. And so she did.

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As the girl stood and walked forward, she realized she was barefoot. She traversed through the forest while feeling the damp earth beneath her. All around her, there was nothing but forest. Just trees for miles and miles. Unchanging, identical, unmoving even in the strong wind the girl could only feel but not hear. She grew confused, wondering if she was going anywhere at all. Or was the forest moving around her?

All of a sudden, the young girl heard a piercing screech - continuous, sharp, but unmistakably sonorous. It was the sort of sound that felt like a calling and a warning all at once. The girl felt her body rise in the air, but when she looked down, her feet were firmly planted in the soil. An anxious feeling washed over her - and suddenly she was running.

The sound called to her like a mother her child. She did not have to think, she did not have to move her feet; the siren drew her closer to it. The trees blurred into cool lines, all pointing somewhere forward. She felt tears she did not cry on her cheeks. Her ears burned as though they were bleeding, but no blood spilled on the earth. The screech grew sharper and louder yet sweeter. The girl was drawn to it like a magnet. Her eyes grew heavy, her legs tired. She could not help it - she collapsed.

Something strange happened then. The hollow rushing of water had grown louder. She felt something lap at her feet, dampen the ends of her dress. She felt a sea breeze on her lips, sand between her toes. Her eyes opened to greet the deep blue of the ocean at night. She had been transported, somehow, to the sea coast.

When she raised her head, she saw something she did not expect.

There stood the most beautiful being the girl had ever seen. She was endlessly tall, with a presence that seemed to overwhelm while still being dainty. She had luscious, curly hair that ended somewhere beneath the ocean waves. Her skin was like glass - it seemed it would shatter from the sound that was coming from her very own mouth. Glitter covered her wet skin, glinting in the moonlight. She was dressed just like the young girl herself, and felt unmistakably familiar. Her legs, though, merged together into a silvery tail that bent into the sand.

“You’re… a siren,” the girl whispered.

“Come, my child,” the siren said. “Return to the place you know you belong.”

The girl replied shakily, “I don’t understand. I am where I belong. This earth is my home.”

The siren smiled, and the girl felt a tingle go through her. “You know the truth deep within you. Don’t run away from it. Accept who you are.”

The girl wiped salt off her cheeks. “How can I know the truth when I remember nothing?”

The siren’s features softened for a strange moment. The shivery fear the girl previously felt slipped away. “Shall I help you?”

The being bent down and planted a kiss on the girl’s forehead. It shimmered on her forehead, a silvery substance, then slowly slipped under the girl’s skin and through the inside of her skin. She closed her eyes, taking in the transformation. When she opened her eyes, she found that she had become the ocean that danced behind her. Images swam behind her eyes - days spent under the ocean’s blue embrace, happy and innocent. She opened her mouth and sang the sweet song she once knew as a child,

“I missed you.”